what should i do

Again, when i was upset i cried alone. and dried my own tears right in front of him. i totally dun understand the guy im living with, always only full of himself..nvr considered my thoughts, nvr try to console me.. how does one guy ever ignores the fact that his gf is upset and is crying and still continues to play his games and go to sleep even when his gf is outside feeling horrible? even when she says she's hungry he just asked her to make some bread. becos i rmb everytime he said he was hungry i will offer to eat out with him or cook something for him no matter wad i was doing and how tired i was.. and the worst thing was he says y must i always cry when he wants to sleep??? he gt angry when i ask him y he dint bother? he nvr knew how much he has hurt me and how much i have tolerated him these months.. i trusted him that he will take care of me, be there when i needed him, love me good and treats me like his princess. Thats y i made the choice to be with him instead.. but wad happen now? i cant even cry infront of him and i cant even have some hugs and console when everything isnt right.. i cant live like this.. i tried, i really tried my best to let him know his every mistakes that shud nt happen in a relationship.. i tried but to no avail becos he will always think he's right and he wont even apologise for hurting me..when did i ever hurt him? my world revolves around him.. just for him i can leave my frens alone..just for him i turn down any suitors.but wad did i get in return? his lousy attitude, his low tolerance level. i felt so uncared for whenever im down. he shared my laughters but not my tears.. he failed to do wad he has promised me.. i dunno how i can ever change that part of him.. a guy full of hate and anger and himself..i've nvr loved someone like this before. i dunno wad i should do.. to stay and wait for that 2 yrs he promised or to just leave to let him be with his career and himself and hopefully he finds a girl who doesnt care whether he cares anot..but everytime i thought of leaving, it hurts.. i will always worry who will cook for him when he's hungry, who will change his contact lens solutions for him, who will pack his clothes and wash his clothes for him, who will give him massage everytime he need it, who will be there for him no matter how tired, who will bathe with him everyday, who will suprise him with gifts every mth, who will always try to fetch him home?..who's gonna support his every decision, who can swallow their pride just for him?.. i dunno.. i supported him, but i was alone.. there wasnt any support i felt when i felt like collapsing and crying..