BABY KUMAN!!! i love euu baby =) and u Baby boii

Me and my baby kumantong =)

bOng likes this pic

SEE MY SMOKE! wakakaa

Bong says this is seductive! woohoo lols

dunno y i looked so angry haha~

Weets went to bugis for the seisha i tink is spelled like this? lols,..,its fun la.. i tink i went on the friday ? or thurs? okie i forgot.. haha we went after school with sara, vanessa, samantha and tata.. yay my memory is super good la^^ haha they are all couples yupps.. cute lesbie couples.. and im the only straight cos bong oso is a butch.. well we all hit it off real well so no worries its an enjoyable day thou there were some hiccups in the morning.. yupps.. quarrelled with my baby boi.. but its over ler forgive and forget.. sorry if i scared alll u guys in class ya.. hehe tts my temper.. tok about temper.. arghh i suddenly rmb the bloody indian uncle at the 7 eleven at my sch.. so rude to the staffs there.. she's jus a new girl and she accidentally gave him wrong changes he stood there and verbarlly abused her for around half an hour.. i waited for 10mins in the Q and i cant take it liao.. started to pick a quarrell with the uncle.. but fancy him backing off.. haha maybe my aura too fierce ler.. lucky to have my pakawan with me.. haas..anyways glad tt sara found the thai god tt can help her the way she wants.. and her kumantong back to her side.. dint know i will get one myself.. but i just couldnt resist baby.. he's so cute looking smiling at me all the way.. now i cant leave hme without him.. he's just like my own child.. ytd nite wen i went to the toilet he called me twice.. i was flushing den i hear ''mama, mama'' i was scared out of my wits i ran inside my room and jumped on my bf.. lols.. but i tink he knows i love him tts y he came to tok to me.. hopefully i will be less afraid of him.. he really helped alot.. i ask him to let my bf and leonard win their soccers and voila they won 4k ! woohoo!!! den b4 i go to work today i ask him to let my colleagues and customers like me more.. and to improve my sales.. and it really happened.. to day the usually black faced sister rose tok so nicely to me.. and gave me a YSL pouch and rachel the manage tok so frenly and openly with me too.. my sales went up too.. it was usually only $400 plus for the past few days.. but today was almost $800.. man.. i really love my baby to bits.. kept buying toys and candies for him.. hope he loves me too.. hees.. alrites enuff of thses long winded toks.. im off to sleep^^ hope he plays his toy car and the MP3 tonite =) ciaoz~

FUCKed Up DAY

WOW really look like i attempted suicide thanks to cindy =.=
imagine i dint wash off and went to work, so many ppl
stared at me lor!!! poor me..

Done by ME =)

The gaping wound done by me on cindy=)

An abrasion done on cindy

Cut on cindy's wrist done by me

Cut on my hand done by myself

Bruises on my knuckles done by myself

A cut done on my wrist by cindy

Me and Sara~suppose to be darth vardar
but she looks cute instead? lols =x

she looks like she's wearing a tudung .. haha a malay darth vadar =x

Good day at school, good day at work... but bad day after work at hme.. fcuking attitude..faced fucked up attitudes at work and at hme i have to face another type.. chibye.. guys shud learn how to be considerate instead of always thinkin bout themselves.. over sensitivity, over reactive, and some bloody communication break downs spoils the whole relationship..damn..my feelings wont ever fade.. but who knows wad wil happen if the behavior is continued and worsened? i dun wanna think about it.. so coupped up with my sch my job and him.. there seems to be nth else in my life.. im starting to feel miserable for myself..alrites enuff of these emo things.. Oh well... wadever happened today i'll just erase it from my mind.. love is to forgive and forget...

EXHAUSTED.SAD.ANRGY

hmm has been some time since i last posted.. things havent been going well too.. gotta juggle with work and study.. have been absent from classes for 5 times ler.. if im absent another 3 times im gonna be barred from exams. omg. sounds so serious huh..but u think i wan it this way mehs.. wish i was a robot who wont break down.. sighs..Y some ppl just so lucky.. they dun have to shoulder the responsibilities of someone else.. and worse still tt someone is my mum.. she's not young anymore.. alot of health problems.. how i wished i was able enuff to make her enjoy this part of her life.. but i feel so useless whenever i need to ask her for money..i wished i had a choice not to.. cos i dun wan her to be feeding me at this age.. i wan to let her have an early retirement.. but i was useless last time.. dint take a good chance in my studies.. now i hope it isnt to0 late to work hard..my dad's gone to heaven .. my sis's never really around us anymore.. all she has is me.. ya and the only one she can blame is me for anything or everything.. so i just gotta put up with all her temperaments and nags about my dad and my sis..no one ever sits and listens to me, how i feel what i wanna do... all they did wad judge me in everyway..i dunno y tears never stop to flow whenever i talk about my family..Its just an emotional baggage i couldnt stop carrying with me..hopefully after my course i can finally work as a make up artist..since i lost my oppurtunity to be a singer.. i wanna fulfil my other dream as a make up artist..good luck to me~ anyway..im working with Yvs Saint Laurent at Takashimaya feel free to come visit me peeps=) well.. the colleagues.. their a bunch of bitchy chibyes.. =x only 1 girl is fine with me.. the rest i got some funny feeling tt they r EVIL.. lols.. and the fucking angry thing is tt manager asked me to wear at least 2and a half inches high heels! and we're talking bout standing long hours!!! kanina bloody bitch! this cannot wear tt cannot wear.. pcb.. make my legs ache like fuck.. color contacts oso cant wear...hair must bun up.. wad the hell la.. im not gonna stay in this brand..so wad if its branded and exclusive..they dun even hav a position as a make up artist..stay there means end of my dream! heng only 2 mths contract as a part timer..wahh the thought of having to wear the bloody black 3 quarter sleeves and long pants and the killer heels to school den to work is really killing me even in my sleeps! HELP~~~~~~~~~

PHOTOS~

sick sick sick~

Dislikes promises to be broken.

Giddy Giddy Giddy is all i felt from ytd till today.. wad happen to me?

wish i could just sleep forever..cos thats the only time i can really live my dreams.
Dreams and reality their such a big difference..
Things i wished for in reality might nvr come true.. feelings and people i wished to be return to my side will never be able to come true..All i can do now is just to live on with whatever i have and treasure before i lose them again..

WOOOS~

Cam Whore?
Trying to pose =.=
i seldom smile so sweetly =)
14 yrs of frenship and still counting <3


wish i could put on more weight
My backview~ taken by ah bong =) nice shot man.. so natural
Me and my precious baby boy =)
Look at my sexy toot baobei with make up ~ wee wooo weeet!
alamak take photo nvr tell me again..




Our relationship will never end..
cos we love each other

wow, i feel like im a robot... i dint sleep for 24 hrs now.. lols.. and tmr i gotta go to school.. those r shit man.. but i love it..today finally can go out with my baobeis ah toot and bong! we took alot of photos tgt! hehes.. ,made up for ah toot today.. so sexy and pretty! she actually looks good in fake lashes.. hopefully she can master the skills of proper make up! i'll of cos make sure i help her in everyway tt i can =)

An Angry Day

Cindy & me

i used browns and coral colors

On my way to school with Bong

Wahh.. today damn tired la.. dint sleep the last nite.. den some idiots still give me problems..Today is the first time i complete the bloody make up the slowest! fuck.. no cooperation from her at all.. ask her dun move she still keep moving.. how the hell im supposed to draw on her eyes! keep making blunders and keep wiping and redoing.. omg.. and still dare to give me a face like its my fault.. cheebye..AND SERIOUSLY I DUN FIND A FUCKING PROBLEM WITH HER MAKE UP! cos i made it kinda foolproof.. actually today's the 1980s a more natural make up finish.. intended to add dark browns and bronze for her... but i changed my mind.. i rather clean up a lighter color den a darker color! i guess those who paired with her b4 shud be able to sense my annoyance when im doing her make up..=.= Anyway i went for my beauty advisor interview today at raffles city yves saint laurent.. she told me to get ready for a second interview.. but im still unsure if this is the brand i wanna work with for long.. now there's anna sui, shu uemura, bobbi brown, estee lauder and M.A.C hiring and i'll be going for all the interviews.. shit.. i hope i can get in to either M.A.C, Estee or Shu Uemura.. cos all along these are the few brands i like most..

what we did in class today =) 1970s CAT EYES

looks fun rite? but omg i look like some chao ah lian.. lols

one side of my eyes was done by lily our teacher den lyn continued with the other.. she did it very well.. it really looked like it was done by the same person.. so even haha!

We're just having fun with my new palettes

My very own creation.. lols so funny

look at our faces and u'll feel like slapping us =x

who stole the chef's ingredients? she looks angry!

Pringles new models =x

Arent we pretty? yes i know we r.. muahahaha

MY bEAuTIFUL mAke UP! done by BONG

KISS ME!